First and for most...*YES* i AM a real person....while i've always considered myself a 'Open' person....my main goal in life (oddly enough) has got to be, trying to find that RIGHT person (Male OR Female) who can see that i DO have potential to be the "slave gurl" that *I* have only been dreaming of for many a year. While i understand that this cannot happen over night, i simply need to find THAT one person, who is willing to take a chance, and is willing to see that *I* can be trained...